No matterwhat my mind tells me; I am afraid of wide open spaces. It never fails; I will work my butt off at something, and when it comes time to take THE next step; I pause. I retreat. Sometimes I feel that my fear of failing hinders my creativity. I find it hard to put things out there because I am afraid of how it will be received. When you create something; it comprises pieces of your heart and soul. Being that open, and that vulnerable scares me; and honestly makes me want to retreat to what is comfortable.
I wanted to start my non profit, for the past two years. I wanted to sell my jewelry to the public. I wanted to have a "french general" type store. I have the means and the support to make these things happen; but the common denominator in why those things haven't happened resides in ME. - I made a bucket list this past weekend and decided to just do it. I feel like if I am not confronting my calling; then I am not really living at all. And what is the purpose of life if I am not living my legend?
Whatever we decide to do in life should be done with as much enthusiasm and passion as humanly possible, as those feelings coincide with living your personal calling. - Sorry for the rant; just sharing with you a little insight as to the happenings in my life lately; as it aint always thrift shopping, and DIY projects [lol]! I will keep you all updated as to the progress I have made on my lil bucket list :-)
Big shout out to my mum who is the best little picture taker there ever was...lol